What I Do With Negative Thoughts - Erin's Inside Job

What I Do With Negative Thoughts

Dwelling on negative thoughts is what keeps us stuck in a spiral of self-deprecation. These are the two things I've learned to do when I get stuck in that cycle!

I had a great time at Blogfest in LA. I met up with wonderful friends, both new and old, and connected with a lot of brands in order to start forming relationships going forward.

One of those brands, when asked about working with health and fitness bloggers, emphatically said yes, and my friend Jess and I talked to him about some potential opportunities. A couple days after returning home, I sent out follow up emails to all the brands I had talked to and awaited their replies.

The first reply I received was from that same brand representative, who told me in the simplest terms that they would not like to move forward and that my posts were not a fit with their health and wellness positioning.

I figured it probably had something to do with my Instagram account, which I use primarily as a way to show that balance (particularly with food) is important in a healthy lifestyle. This means that in addition to healthy foods, I also post pictures of dessert, pizza, burgers, and other foods that may not fall under the “healthy lifestyle” heading.

I spent a good number of my years on one end of the food spectrum or the other — either restricting my food and only allowing myself “healthy” meals or not exercising and eating fast food and pints of Cold Stone on the couch.

Related: My Struggle For A Healthy Lifestyle

It’s taken me being in recovery to be able to let myself enjoy all kinds of food. I’m able to listen to my body in a way I never could before and amazingly, after one too many “treats,” it starts yelling at me that I need more smoothies and vegetables in my life. Bodies are amazing. They balance out.

But anyway, back to rejection.

I’ve already written a previous post about how rejection can make you a better person, but that was written with the gift of retrospection, where you’re able to see all the lessons you’ve learned and the sting isn’t quite as acute.

This one stung.

It wasn’t rude or dismissive, but my gut reaction is still to question everything about myself when I get negative feedback.

  • Am I a bad blogger?
  • Does my site not promote health and wellness?
  • What exactly is he referring to when he says we don’t align?
  • IS EVERYTHING A SHAM??? (well that escalated quickly)

It bothered me for longer than I was comfortable with, so I decided to email him back and thank him for his quick reply. I also asked him if he wouldn’t mind being more specific in his feedback so that I could understand another person’s perspective when interacting with my blog.

He wrote me back again and stated that my food posts were what didn’t quite align. All of the actual recipes I post on this blog are quick and healthy, so it must be the Instagram and other photos thrown into various posts. This reply came a couple days later, so I went through a bit of the initial sting again, but realized that in order to get over the paranoia and pity that I was partaking in (alliteration on point), I would have to do what I knew to do with negative thoughts: let them go.

I’m pretty confident in assuming that no matter how much self-esteem you have, there will always be negative thoughts that come up. Questions about your self-worth and your abilities. Doubts.

The difference between people who are able to get back up after a mistake or a tough time and those who aren’t is their ability to acknowledge the thoughts and then let them go. This can be done by a variety of ways, but two that I use most often are:

  • Tell myself the complete opposite of what I’m saying
  • Laugh at myself

This whole laughing thing didn’t come easily, and really results from deeply understanding my self-worth. By being able to own my story, share it, and know I’m doing the best I can each day to help others in their journey, thoughts where I question my training ability or my dedication to a healthy lifestyle can be laughed off and not taken personally.

If you’re not quite at the laughing stage, you start to build yourself up by doing the first option. Simply tell yourself the complete opposite of what those negative thoughts are telling you. In my case:

  • Am I a bad blogger? — I’m an awesome blogger! (whatever that means)
  • Does my site not promote health and wellness? — this site promotes MY vision of health and wellness
  • DOES HE HATE MY BLOG? — (the email also said I had very good content, but I chose to focus on the negative)
  • DOES EVERYONE HATE MY BLOG?? — people are reading my blog and commenting that they enjoy it!
  • IS EVERYTHING A SHAM??? — ok Erin, calm down.

It’s the dwelling on negative thoughts that causes us to get caught in a spiral of self-deprecation. Some days it’s easier to let them pass, and other days I have to be more deliberate in my intentions. I have to go through each thought and flip it around.

Thanks for letting me think out loud today and don’t worry, I have some other brands in the pipeline who feel the exact opposite. ALL THE FOODS AND ALL THE HEALTHY RECIPES (and some desserts). 🙂


  • How do you handle negative thoughts?

44 comments on “What I Do With Negative Thoughts

    1. I just dwelled on it a littttle too long so I figured I needed to do something to turn it around!

  1. Erin- What I love most about your blog and Instagram is the balance between health/fitness and mouth-watering deliciousness. We NEED to eat indulgently from time to time. It is necessary to keep us sane! It also shows all of us with fitness goals that we shouldn’t deprive ourselves because that is unhealthy. Keep up the amazing inspiring work!

  2. Love this Erin! Dwelling on those negative thoughts never leads to any good (even though it’s so hard to not do haha). I’m so happy for you that you found some brands that are supportive of balance with food because that is soooo important. Gotta always have your dessert hehe
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  3. In all of your health and wellness posts, I love that you relate a personal story to US, and how we can be better, happier, and let things go. Basically, I’m saying: you’re a wonderful writer. Your blog is one of my favorites. Most importantly, YOU are amazing. HUGS and bigger better things are coming your way!!
    To deal with things that sting I usually (in no particular order): cry, vent to Ray, my sister, get angry, and then practice letting go (sometimes it takes a long time to do that).
    Jess @hellotofit recently posted…Kale Salad With Creamy Thai Peanut DressingMy Profile

    1. Yeah, that was a growth point for me for sure. Before I would have just imagined the worst things possible and made myself feel awful. Very productive.

  4. I love this advice, and letting go is something I struggle with. I can get pretty comfy all buried in the negative thoughts, but I’m working on it.
    I think your blog and Insta show approximately the best version of health, complete with killer workouts, naps, and all of the best (healthy and not-so-healthy) food. And your writing is raw and real and funny. Basically, you’re fabulous and lots of companies recognize that.
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  5. I indulge in the thoughts for a bit, then work on moving on by revisiting and reframing my perspective. I’ve generally found that not validating my thoughts causes me to hold on to anger, regret, irritation, etc. for longer than is needed.

    Validation is really helpful! But also so is proactive, constructive analysis as you’ve laid out in your post.

    Rejection is hard. When you write, you get rejected all the damn time and it’s just hard.

    Keep fighting the good fight!
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    1. Great points! It’s important to actually acknowledge the thought or else you’ll have a hard time moving past it. Thanks for reading Molly!

  6. Echoing what someone have said above, I really enjoy reading your blog because of the honesty and “different” posts than the typical/standard healthy living blog! Keep it up. And good on you for asking for feedback, rather than just ignoring the rejection or writing a different response back. I definitely find that’s the best way for me to deal with situations like that, or think through what I did and where I may have gone wrong in the eyes of the person giving the negative feedback.
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    1. Yeah, if I hadn’t asked I would have just made up a million reasons in my head and that’s no good for anyone!

  7. I so agree with you Erin, and wow, I am sorry that you were rejected, but that meant that it just wasn’t a good fit for the vision of your blog. The blog expresses who you are as a person, so maybe that brand wouldn’t have done that just right. I know you will get other opportunities, and I love how you answered those negative questions with positive joyful thoughts. I have to do this so much. Tell myself the truth, when my brain is screaming all these lies. Rejection is hard, but when you turn it into a positive lesson, it becomes a gift.
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  8. I usually dwell on them until they make my stomach hurt or I can punch someone in the face. Ok, not so much that second part. I dwell on them more than I should but I usually feel better after talking with my husband and/or lifting some really heavy weights or going for a run with a buddy and hashing it all out. I’m still a work in progress where that’s concerned. It’s even harder when those negative thoughts are brought about by something I READ, rather than was told to my face. Conversation is different via email/twitter/facebook/etc than it is face-to-face where you can read another person’s expression and interact more personally.
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    1. Oh totally. Written things like that are so open to interpretation and I was always so used to assuming the worst. Eek.

  9. So… I love your blog. And your Instagram. And I definitely know that rejection stings, but I always try to remind myself that not everyone is a good fit for everyone else, and that someone not liking what you’re doing, doesn’t have so much to do with you as it does with them. We don’t need to change ourselves to anyone else’s idea of what works.
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    1. What a nice compliment! Yeah, I guess it goes along w the idea that not everyone is going to like you (post idea!) but that there will be others who will 🙂

  10. Negative thoughts have to be one of the most dangerous and detrimental things out there. They are so unnecessary, but make themselves so necessary in such a short amount of time. I try to let them go as quickly as I can, but that is often not soon enough. They still have time to build and linger. I’m working on and reading this posts is super helpful because I know I’m not alone in the battle against negativity! Thank you for sharing.

    1. Thanks for reading Amanda! It’s crazy how much power we can give the negative over the positive. And no, you’re definitely not alone!

  11. Like so many others have said, the way you show BALANCE (aka, keep the weekend food pics coming!) is why I love your blog.
    My thought process, sadly, is exactly the same. I quickly go from “oh that stinks” to “my world is ending” or “I’m a complete failure” (funny story: my now-husband proposed to me a week earlier than planned because of an epic breakdown just like that after I “failed” = “didn’t do as well as I hoped” the GRE).
    Keep doing what you’re doing and bigger, better things will come your way. 🙂
    Catherine @ A Cup of Catherine recently posted…Why I Haven’t Jumped On The Sweet Potato Toast Train (Yet?)My Profile

    1. Thanks Catherine! Hahha that’s a great proposal story. “Don’t cry – marry me!” Love it.

  12. You are a fantastic writer Erin and the guy was clearly a short sighted douche. We’d love to have you write for us sometime. Keep that positive mindset

  13. Girl, you are an awesome blogger and just always know that when brands don’t move forward with you, it honestly doesn’t have much to do about you – it has to do with them, and the image they’re trying to portray, or the money they’re trying to save by not paying you your worth. On to bigger and better things! 🙂 I always tell myself = EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. While you might not find out right away what that reason is, one day, a lightbulb will go off! 😉
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